Cravings..

11 weeks... The size of a fig.

I'm sorry baby. I have failed you. I want to eat healthy. I want to grow a very healthy baby. But all I want it highly processed foods. I really just want to sit and eat a bowl of Kraft macaroni and cheese and I don't know the last time I had that. I just want to eat bread and olive oil... Nachos.. And chocolate. I can't look at meat or vegetables without getting sick. I'm going to try a smoothie diet to see if somehow I can trick myself to eat proteins and fruit?? (Then I'll allow the pasta that I'm craving. Apparently wheat pasta is a no go for you.) But I'm trying to make it work. I can't stand the sight of chicken or beef. I hope this will get better soon.