What's in a name?

6 weeks... size of a sweet pea.

I really... I mean really... I really want a little girl. When I first got pregnant this time around.. I could feel it.. My little girl. As time wore on I'm starting to be convinced it's a boy. I almost cry at the sight of two brothers playing, and I feel it. Of course my sister has told me for a long time that she has been dreaming the second child is a boy, even before I got pregnant. A couple days ago.. She had another one. I should ask her what his name is??

We had family night in the jacuzzi (not too hot, not trying to hard boil my egg) Zach said we should have the revers jinks. If we talk about having a boy, we'll have our girl? Seeing as my baby girl will be named Ariana and I'm just waiting for her to grace us with her presence and I'm pretty positive our next child is going to be a boy, I agreed to talk about it.

When I was pregnant with Alex everyone asked me what his name was going to be. Zach and I had completely different ideas as to what names we wanted. Alexander and Michael were Zach's two favorite an Travis and Gavin were mine. Zach asked if I was trying to start a boy band. I was so desperate for a name I gave in and our son is named Alexander Michael Griffith. It is a wonderful name, but I had a hard time connecting with him because they weren't names I wanted. I vow for that not to happen again. I will only settle for a name I love.

Right now I'm really liking the name Leo. I wanted to name Alex that because he is a Leo, but that name is really sticking with me. So we'll see.

I'm happier that I'm more excited with this pregnancy. I was so scared the first time around. I couldn't be excited. Having a better idea of what to expect is making me much more excited this time around.

I'll keep praying for my Ariana, but I'll be very happy with a Leo too.