Baby is fine. Still breeched. He said it was probably my hemrroids, which haven't bothered me too much this pregnancy (knocking on wood and thank God) We're going to talk in two weeks about planning a c-section.
Part of me is sad. I gave birth naturally to Alex who was a 9 lb baby. I have these visions of an easy second delivery with a quick recovery time. As much as I prayed that Alex was breeched because I was so scared to deliver naturally, (I was hoping that would have been God's way to guarantee me a c-section so I didn't have to make the decision), but he wasn't. This baby will probably be closer to 8 lbs. I wanted to enduce early. I wanted a fast delivery, a small baby, and fast recovery time. I'm partially upset that now with a c-section... although the delivery will probably be much easier.. The recovery time could be as bad or worse as when I had Alex.
I'm going to have the c-section and count my lucky stars that something could have gone wrong with the delivery and by c-section I'm avoiding it. It's the only thing I can do and trying to stay positive. 😄
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